Go your own way
Make your own sway
Sometimes hazy
Sometimes sunny
Sometimes nasty
Go your own way
To run those miles
To trade those thoughts
To make those moves
To rewrite those regrets you are proud of
Go your own way
Take yourself upstream
Take yourself downstream
Talk yourself to the unheard melodies
Sip that yummy tea by the sea
See your soul slurp beautiful, deep and unfamiliar poems.
Sometimes making you stronger
Sometimes making you weaker
but
Go your own way
Walk with the thoughts
Talk to the walls
Sing to the halo lights
Losing control away
but
Go your own way
Through the darkness,toughness and weakness
Run on the ropes
Crawl in the tunnels
Sprint by the sky
Going your own way
Through the infinite loops of self doubt, Selfishness,weirdness,craziness, carelessness
Go your own way.
Far away!
There is no other way :)
I thought I’m flawless but I’m imperfect
I thought I’m tough but I’m not,
I thought I’m adorable but I doubt
I thought I’m lucky but I’m not.
I grew up as imperfect, clueless, inconsolable, awful.
Reading between the lines,
With the tape around my heart.
Rewriting the label of my life
With bullets grazing my skin.
Throwing away everything thinking that nothing is good enough
With the filth and the dirt on me.
Listening to words people say.
Pain muting my words that I can say.
I grew up
Knowing and not knowing, Afraid and clueless, Understood and misunderstood, Strong and weak
I grew up
To be flawless but imperfect.
To be tough but vulnerable.
To be the luckiest but awful.
To aim for an imperfect spot where sky and sea meet
I grew up to be indestructible.
I shiver,
while the burning sun is up,
Motivation diminished,
Dopamine dropped,
Like a grass letting people walk over,
Regrets all over my body,
I flutter,
Recollecting the great ideas that never took birth,
Shadows of sorrow covering all around,
Terrified that I’m not worthy,
I shiver,
Trying to replace the broken pieces,
Struggling to focus,
Haunted by the mad universe,
I shiver,
Remembering all the lies I told myself,
Remembering the empty days,
Reflecting,
Freaking,
Denying,
I shiver,
Smoking out my insecurities,
One after another,
Smoking out,
In the gloomy light-filled with smoke,
Dreaming of the ideas I had,
Knowing that they never took shape,
They can’t take shape anymore,
I shiver,
Waiting for the day to pass by,
I shiver again,
While the burning sun is up.
